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2010-01-29 04:20 pm

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On Monday morning, Roger stayed in bed.

When his alarm clock went off, he burrowed deeper into the shadowy warm nest he'd created under the duvet and curled up with his head under the pillow, waiting for the shrill beeping to stop.

"Roger?" Steve called quietly from the landing an indeterminate amount of time later, knocking lightly. "You alive in there?"

Roger grunted and cracked open an eye, peering warily at the door through the gap between duvet and sheets. The door slid open and he could just see the outline of Steve looming across the room. In his cave, Steve probably couldn't see a lot, which meant he'd have to make his way across the parts-littered floor to check on him. That or...

He ducked hastily back under cover as Steve flicked the light on, blinking dots from his eyes. He groaned.

"Hey kid, what's up?"

Without ceremony, his duvet was pried from his numb fingers and peeled back. Steve looked him up and down.

"'m fine," Roger mumbled, or tried to.

"You've got it bad," Steve said, and picked him up as though he were a mere child. "No wonder the Agency have you listed as high risk."
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2010-01-11 09:25 am

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Being marched out my own house with a cop on either side isn't my idea of a good morning. Actually, it's a pretty crap way to go. You'd have thought they could let you walk to the car on your own, when your mum's there to collar you if you do something thick. Your mum and all the kids, who had to come watch like it was some kind of parade going past. Free entertainment or something.

Mum certainly wouldn't have given me a hand if I'd have wanted to do a runner. Five minutes earlier, she'd been offering the nice lady from the police a cuppa and asking how her kid was getting on (Jimmy had been year above me at school, afore I quit and he went off to 6th form someplace else).

Still, would have been nice to be able to sleep off my hangover, New Years Day, and not deal with them banging on the door at the crack of dawn. It's like they were planning to drive us up the wall whether we liked it or not. Besides, more people around at that time in the morning. Lots of people to watch me get carted off.

Bet you they were glued to the windows from the moment the police car pitched up. You'd have thought it'd be old hat by now, but people are thick.
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2010-01-10 04:27 pm

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We moved in at 7.30am on New Year's day, following a tip-off obtained the previous evening from a inebriated young man who claimed to know more than he should about the incident under investigation.

In the end, it wasn't a surprise. Mrs Smith were I are almost on first name terms by then, and we rung the doorbell without any expectation of trouble. A little bluster, perhaps, but as a family they have never caused any real fuss. Young Adam wasn't in the immediate vicinity of the door - I have always wondered whether he will attempt to run at some point - but was summoned without further ado and marched outside.

I felt a certain amount of concern at the number of younger siblings Adam seems to have, but it would be unfair to damn them by association. They will stand on their own merits, just as the rest of us do.

The neighbours were watching. The neighbours always seem to be, wherever we go, however low-key a visit we are making. It seems to be a characteristic of the breed.

In all, it was far preferable to the awkward scene at young Tom Mowbray's house, even though it was he who had spoken too much.
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2010-01-09 10:18 am

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The news came first thing New Year's day. It weren't my fault, either - it was Tom down the road who set them onto us, with his night down the local, drinking more'n he ought. The cops came knocking on our door first, mind, waking half the street, and you just knew half the road were peering out their windows, trying to work out what was up.

Our Mum got the got the door and Kelly and I were up in his room, trying to figure whether we should try and get me out the back. Wouldn't be hard, neither, out the window and over the back fence and gone afore anyone saw. They'd just come back, though, they always did, and I didn't fancy sleeping rough til they nabbed me. Done that before too and it weren't comfortable.

It was like some funeral in the end. Me being marched down the stairs with a cop on either side of me, and Mum and Kelly and the kids lined up the hall and along the landing watching like they wouldn't see me again. Twouldn't be that long.

Well, might be longer if I ever got my hands on that Tom.
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2010-01-08 02:06 pm

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Voldemort was not displeased. The three children - for children they were, for all their poise - showed on the whole remarkable composure given the lack of warning they had been given.

Abraxas's boy was developing into something of a peacock, and that was a tendency that would have to be quashed and fast, if Voldemort was to ever get real work out of him and not just the politicking that Abraxas favoured. His white-blond hair was impeccably groomed, shimmering in the dim light of the library. Voldemort liked the library: the looming darkness suited his mood.

The Prince boy, whatever he was called, was an unfortunate contrast. Dark and surly and not well-favoured in the looks department. In truth, had it not been for the rumours of his skill and power, Voldemort would have been tempted to cross the half-blood from his list and let Claudius Prince deal with his own problems. It would do the old tyrant good. Voldemort still hadn't forgotten his first experience with the prefects of Slytherin house.

And the Black boy, for all his well-spoken persuasion, was and looked obscenely young for Voldemort to even be contemplating recruiting him. The young had an unfortunate tendency to gossip and to crack under questioning, and Black didn't seem to have the inner toughness that Prince had, or the trained veneer of Malfoy.

At least there was a next generation. For a while, looking at Abraxas and Cygnus's habits, he'd been very concerned for the continuation of Slytherin House.
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2010-01-07 01:07 pm

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When Alice steps outside, the wind cuts ruthlessly through her thin trousers and damp gloves. She shivers, pulling her hands up into her sleeves like a retreating tortoise, though even that is feeble protection. The ice crunches underfoot. It's a satisfying sound, like popping bubble wrap, but ominous. All the way down the road, she can see the pavements glittering white, covered in compacted snow that half melted and refroze. A few doors down, a couple of kids a skidding around, their trainers offering no grip whatsoever.

There is nothing for it, though. Lectures wait for no man, and for no girl. Not even when it's cold and treacherously icy.

She steps gingerly down, puts her foot on the pavement and yelps as it slides out from underneath her. Helpless, she throws her arms out in an attempt to balance and lands in an undignified heap on the ground, her rucksack landing with a heavy thud. She looks around. No one there. No one who would have noticed her anyway. And she managed not to crack her head on the steps, so could be a lot worse.

Alice sighs and clambers to her feet. Carefully does it then...
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2010-01-06 09:21 am

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Tomorrow, the echoing corridors will no longer echo silence. Hundreds of girls will flood down them, shouts ringing out over the underlying thrum of chatter. Posters on the wall, fixed up fresh for the new term, stapled in exact rows, exactly straight, will be knocked and battered, little tears appearing in the edges as it's twisted skew.

Tomorrow, the lawns outside, presently covered in a thin blanket of near untouched snow will be swamped with children leaping into snowball fights and snowman building, packed onto the small patch of grass. Fortunate perhaps that they will only have a short time before they are summoned inside to lessons, leaving behind footsteps upon footsteps and patches of green among the white.

Tomorrow, brains will be truly stretched again for the first time in a fortnight, as teachers attempt to resurrect the knowledge implanted during the previous term. The blackboards will be freshly cleaned and freshly stocked with chalk, and will consequently squeak even worse than normal. Many a longing eye will be cast out the window at the wintery gardens and the completely untouched staff lawn.

Tomorrow, term begins. Tomorrow, they are all back. Tomorrow is a a new beginning.

Today is the end of the holidays.
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2010-01-04 04:43 pm

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The cliff is falling millimetre by millimetre, the sea lapping at its crumbling red rock, relentlessly hollowing out caves where the children on the beach shelter from the rain, until the whole cliff crashes down and fills them. The cottage perched atop the cliff will soon be gone, the back wall sliding off first, taking much of the roof with it, and the rubble pounded and swept away. Time will keep up its unrelenting assault and the garage will follow, then the front of the house til all that is left is the front path and the little wooden gate that separated the flower-covered garden from the roar of cars along the road. In a hundred years, a passer by will not even have that as a clue that once, someone was born here, grew up here, played here, lived here, died here.

In a hundred years, much will be the same. The endless expanse of sea out westward will seem the same in its thousands of moods, the ever-changing sky above, the patchwork of fields pushing further inland, the road that cuts a decisive path between the hills in the distance.

But there will be no house on the cliff, no garden, no children playing.
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2010-01-03 09:46 am

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When you close your eyes by the river, you can almost pretend you're at the sea.

There's a tang of salt in the air as the tide comes in, and the screams of the gulls that swarm along the banks, poaching bread from the passers by.

At low tide, it's mud that you smell. An overwhelming smell, a damp smell, of things gone by that now lie submerged and forgotten. At high tide, you can hear the lap of water against the concrete banks, as though you stood atop a harbour wall with the sea stretching out before you.

In the winter, the wind whips down the tow path, cutting into bare cheeks and hands as though you stood on a sea wall with all the North Sea as a run up. In the summer, there is the sun on your face and the shouting of children behind you, and you can imagine yourself standing above a beach.

And yet it is not the sea, however much you wish it. Confined to the city, you must walk along the bank of this narrow river and pretend it is greater, that you could not walk right across at low tide, your feed squelching deep into the river mud.
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2009-11-20 04:11 pm

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Every morning was sunny on Kappa IV. No one was quite sure why things worked out that way. After all, regs said that the weather systems were supposed to be random. Alice's pet theory was that the coders had inserted an extra subroutine into the programme. That was all very well, in Emma's opinion, except they'd have been fired and sued if they ever got caught. It was far more likely that it was just a bug that had persisted through the years.

Still, when Emma opened her eyes to a gloomy bedroom, she knew something was wrong. Unconsciously, she pulled her duvet up to her chin, tucking her feet up underneath her. The house was quiet. She couldn't even here the quiet buzz of the heaters, or the hum of shuttles passing outside. Stranger still, her comp-screen was dark and blank.
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2009-11-13 10:08 am

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Henry's old room was exactly as he left it. The desk under the window, the trousers slung over the back of the chair and the posters tacked up on the wall. Even the boy was the same, the ten year old lying on the bed with VR goggles over his eyes. The boy with the same hair, the same face, the same eyegrow that grew at an odd angle for no apparent reason.

The boy who was completely unaware of Henry standing in the doorway, parents hovering anxiously behind him.

Henry closed the door without a word, straightened his jacket with a flick honed over years of surprise inspections and returned his uniform hat to his head.

"I see," he said. "Thank you for your time."

From the boy's age, they hadn't wasted any time. He'd heard that Fleet offered clones to replace the children they enlisted in the service but he'd never dreamed his parents would have replaced him so fast, not when he'd clung to the mere memory of them through five years in training.

One last look around the suddenly small house and he left without looking back, touching his hat politely as he passed a pensioner in the street. There was nothing for him here.
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2009-11-12 11:22 am

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The people at Number 10 were the main topic of discussion that summer. After all - and voices dropped to a mysterious whisper - they came from outside. When the removal lorry came, it was watched from behind the curtains in windows all down the street. The consensus was that there were three young men, but no one could agree what they looked like or what their relation to each other was.

They were of particular interest to the girls. Newcomers - particularly good-looking, apparently single ones (and almost all the rumours agreed there) - were far more interesting than the lanky local youths who they could remember stuffing mud down their backs ten years ago. Tash from Number 15 reckoned they were dating each other, but she was engaged, so it was generally written off as sour grapes.

Anna couldn't wait to talk to them, to ask the questions that no one in town could answer. Little Highbridge wasn't a place you lived for a few years. You were born there, you grew up there, married, grew old and died there. She couldn't remember anyone ever moving there before.

There was just one problem.

They never left the house. During the summer holidays, groups of teenagers took to hanging out in the street and in friends' front gardens (it wasn't as if there were many other places to go) but as August dragged on, there wasn't a single sign of movement and they were forced back to school with no result.
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2009-11-12 10:49 am

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My old room was gone. Amongst the ivy that had crept over the remains of the walls, venturing in and out the piles of rubble that had once been a floor, I could see few remnants of the child who had lived there: the chair which I had imagined to be a rocket, a couple of toy cars, so rusted as to be almost unrecognisable.

There was a bramble thicket where my bed had once been.

They all had warned me, back at base. Even the captain had taken a moment to come and speak to me, to speak haltingly of his first return to his childhood home, but I had not been dissuaded.

I almost wished they had succeeded.

I had expected ageing, had expected them to have moved on with their lives, had even expected someone else to be living there. That suspicion might have been better than this wasteland of ruins and painful absence. In space, nothing changed but the technology. It was their way of telling us that it was our home, that we were needed and valued. It was easy to forget the years planetside passing you by, that the captain had been born two centuries before me and hadn't even learned Standard until he was a Lieutenant.
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2009-11-10 03:46 pm

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I’ve been to nine planets in twelve years and it’s starting to show. No, to be fair, it started to show years back. You can't bounce a kid in and out of education like that without leaving some kind of mark. So all hail James, the new class novelty, whose uniform is patched together from three previous uniforms, whose hair is still puce from the last attempt to fit in and who can swear in 23 different languages.

I get detention the first day of school on Rigel VI.

Why did no one bother to tell me that talking about other planets is taboo? What else are you supposed to talk about, the first day, when you only hit dirt ten hours ago?

"Be satisfied with what you have," the teacher says. Don't recall her name, can't really be bothered to try.

"Oh James," Mum says that evening. "You'll fit in eventually."

That's what she says every time. I think of all the clones, with their complete lack of interest in the outside world, in anything outside their studies.

Fat chance.
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2009-11-09 09:21 pm

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I’ve been to nine planets in twelve years and it’s starting to show. I scarcely notice the local honour guard lining the way from the shuttle to the reception party. Honour guard and prison guard, if things go badly.

This particular encounter is going to be an unpleasant one. I can see it in the stiffness of the President's back, in the glaring absence of superfluous flunkies.

My voice doesn't crack now. I'm no longer a child doing a statesman's job.

"Honoured sir, on behalf of the Galactic Council, I must inform you that according to the Accords of 5078, this star system is now under the authority of the planetary state of New Olid. You are subsequently required to submit cooperate with officials who will arrive shortly. Any disputes and appeals may be directed to the Council according to the Regulations as drawn up in 4756."

The President's face is getting redder and redder. His bodyguard's fingers are going white around his rifle, though he hasn't so much as twitched.

"If you would sign both copies of the relevant document," I say, withdrawing the paper documents from my jacket, "Matters can proceed without further incident."

He makes no move to take them. I sigh and step back into a less exposed position. My aide is sending a message to the waiting invasion force as we speak. Unfortunate that they're a few months behind us but another spell in a holding cell would give me a chance to catch up on my reading.

There are advantages to having a name that can start an intergalactic incident.
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2009-11-08 05:14 pm

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I’ve been to nine planets in twelve years and it’s starting to show. Even the most advanced implant is limited by the capabilities of your brain, and I'm losing track of which language is which.

Perched on a crate in the hold of the overnight shuttle to the moon is a good place to watch the universe go by. Miners, mostly, and a few businessmen. A few green cadets are watching the chaos with horrified fascination, their pressed uniforms standing out against the scuffed black and grey of the general population. It's almost cute. Would be, if I didn't know what they'd turn into.

The crowd jostles my crate and from my seat I look over them to the air lock and the citizen police in their silver body-armour striding into position. A surprise border check - no wonder people are trying to dodge. I slip down into the middle of them, dragging my duffel with me, and pull my cap down low over my face.